I've forgotten what started this game to be honest But regardless I'm always all in, deal the cards then Flip em over, oh well nothing but jokers But hold up are jokers wild or no luck?
No ace up my sleeve neither No beaters no keepers No freecard sweeteners Fair player, but whose the dealer?
Do I even know how to play Were there rules? Did I read them? Is anybody else even in This game I'm perceiving?
Did I conceive this up in my head How much money have I bet? For luck and upsets Busts and much debt
With no said competitors Who have no wages How is there a game When your the only one playing
You're the croupier, you can stop the game There is no win or loss Nothing to prove Put down the cards and walk away.
Self sabotage, self-deception
Self-destruction
Strung together like chords
That are over and over strummed
In dissonance
Miffed, muffled and buzzing
Chugging a rhythm of abundance
It isn't quite enough
A mistrust of ones progression
The process comes with problems
Constant disharmony
Off and on discordant
Keep trying to string it together
Like a ball of yarn from lint
Work of art is hard work
With the critics omnipresent
No-one can judge the worth
Of ones work
If you're trying to change the world
Well that's a lot of pressure unearthed
You can't concern it's value
It's not even up to you
Whatever you produce
Is for the universe to consume
It's a useless illusion
To assume worth in expression
We need to call out the critics
The inner critics especially.