Collaboration Collective

I'm tempted to believe
That everyone is against me
In these disconnected times
Divided by intersecting lines

Yet I know no-one intends
To resent another
Even when we offend each other
Its through discontenting hurts

In our selves
The impression kept that we're vetted against
Yet we all live with this pain
We're more connected than credited

It isn't me against you
Or us against them
With such envy and resentment
It doesn't come to better ends

That transcend
Tensive, pensive expectations
Thirst will never be quenched then
Only dehydration

So escape the expectations
And change this perception
For the connection to others
Collaboration collective.

Hide the Pain

Through hustle and bustle
One mustn't fuss bout the struggle no
Leaving our frontal lobe muscles
Bulging like punches thrown

Call us knuckleheads then I guess
We're flexing temples
While our endocrine glands
Be famished, flummoxed and fed slow

Left standing half-stunned
Stumbling bumbling clubfootedness
About to erupt something up
Like mount Vesuvius

Through the foolishness
Of trying to get our grips
Hiding inner conflicts often
Though struggles we all got them

Lets just be honest.

Love And Presence

Every thought
That crosses the mind
Needn't follow the vibration
Of molecules outside

Keep silent and mindful
With kindness to listen
Inquisitiveness isn't
Vital for interest

Just give into undivided
Intent attention
A sense of perception
That needn't be mentioned

What a blessing it is
To receive someones essence
Expressed, respect it
With lent love and presence
 

Emit It

You cannot change stressors
Unless you accept them
So give acceptance to the presence
Of unwelcome senses

In yourself, don't neglect them
Only once you can love them
Can you let them relinquish
And ascend up above them

We're wholly holistic in essence
With inner conflict
That needs balance
Like seesaws sit

So sit
In deep thought and consciousness,
And embark and evolve
Let emotions emit

Let it Be

I cannot discern between
Developing a habit that'll hurt me
Or help me
Concerned with melding wellbeing

Guess there is no way to tell
No sure thing, only learning
It's worth failing just to know
In your soul what is worthy

But how to be certain
How long before you start causing harm
You've gone too far
Time to acknowledge that somethings wrong

Time to disarm the constant quarreling
In regarding of everything
Maybe questioning is the suffering
Best just let it be

Convey It Forward

I wish to say
What I feel each day
And pay the price, in hindsight 
It wages better than restraint

Why remain in the shade
Caved in, playing, portraying fables
And charades, afraid
Of what may lay beyond the hazy faint glow

Of light that shines right into
The cradle from whence we came
Does it not awaken some innate
Sense of exploration depraved

Does it not suggest
Some gesture that we just might be meant for
Something more than lives spent
In entrenchment surrendered

But for enrichment
And adventure
The quest for questions
And answers hence forth

To measure our beliefs
Against possibilities
We will transcend our sense of ease
For posterity.

Harmony

Words may be evading
But musics the translator
When the orchestration congregates
Communication interpretator

All the world understands
Common language of song
Hum along with homonyms
The rhythms constant in its cause

In it's grandeur, no grand staff mandatory
Just need to feel it
It pulses on through you
Like DNA helix

No secrets withheld
No unwelcome, no unequal
No unwanted, no deceitful,
No single Scarlett seal,

The waves vibration
Through all space and time
And when they align
All harmony unites.

Neural Chemistry

I’ve got a dysfunctional
Limbic structure or something
Biological, I do not know
It’s obvious for nothing

The cause a long list of theoreticals
I probably checkbox them all
While my baffling episodes
Continue to sprawl

Awkwardly and all that
Brain matter in constant combat
Make contact with true self
Now thats a hearty laugh

But I'll fall for that.

Similar Souls

Sick of feeling boxed in
Parts of me, I do not understand
The underhanded advice offered
Identify and prosper plans

Find your competent qualities
And fit in proper
The only thing that I have discovered
I do not fit the slot marks

To one thing or another
Man, where is the comfort
The southern comfort
Always having one foot in gutter

The other in the shrubs
Why am I so unsure
Call it an “ imposter” trait
What am I good for

My sense of hope
Is the simple knowing tone
The understanding that comes
From those similar souls.

Agree to Disagree

Inner vision of what you intend
Can manifest against the grain
Upending the expectations
Prevalent in everyday

If Ferdinand the bull
Presented his way on stage
And spent the event grazing
The daisies gentle and tame

Would we accept it?
Is that unstable for a bull
To be humble and docile
Are we impartial and marginal?

We must revoke his “ nature”
Like to unscramble a picasso
Cause it’s not natural to us
Like we feel that it ought to

Our human nature 
Is to change what's wrong "logically"
Instead of accepting uncertainties
And agree to disagree.