Start the day sharpish
Emphasis on "ish" basis
A bit of honest daily defiance
To the trials and tribulations
Yet we raise up regardless
Armed and ready for combat
Another day of marching
Into the colosseum match
Monarchs doubt it's a battle
Since we haven't the scars to show
Outwardly ones at least
Because inside they always grow
And we grow dreary and weak
Though wearily keep serving
We crawl into the trenches
The nitty gritty dirt surface
Downtrodden upon the earth
And the ones who purge above
Earls, dukes, and barons
Keep shoveling on the mud
Barren at the bottom barrel
That's our commonplace
How do we rise to face
Each day when we're trying to save face
This rat race maze
Wandering in place
They way out is to honor those we wander with
Reconciliate
Congregate and accommodate
Corroborate and cooperate
Congratulate each other
For walking this honest pace.
Tag: rants
Explain Yourself
They made me explain myself
I tried to deny
Held out for the longest time
But they pried and pried
So I resided
Tired and left spent, beside myself
A bit blindsided by incitement
So I described myself
Trying to illustrate
Define something I can't fully frame
Words don't just articulate
Ones inner landscape
Yet I prated and prattled along
With comical chaos
Consciously aware
Of my incoherent monolog
Obviously a lost cause
Which I've known all along, yet
Somehow I thought
I could make them comprehend
I was wrong, all lost on them
How they've got me pegged
Based on discrepancies
Fully lost in translation
Now they define who I ought to be
Foresaw they should foresee
My flaws and anxieties
To sell me on what I need
At no cost will I follow their lead
Keep your individuality
Just be who you are
No need to explain a thing to me.
Ones Progression
Self sabotage, self-deception Self-destruction Strung together like chords That are over and over strummed In dissonance Miffed, muffled and buzzing Chugging a rhythm of abundance It isn't quite enough A mistrust of ones progression The process comes with problems Constant disharmony Off and on discordant Keep trying to string it together Like a ball of yarn from lint Work of art is hard work With the critics omnipresent No-one can judge the worth Of ones work If you're trying to change the world Well that's a lot of pressure unearthed You can't concern it's value It's not even up to you Whatever you produce Is for the universe to consume It's a useless illusion To assume worth in expression We need to call out the critics The inner critics especially.
Rabbitholes
We're all blazing around Blazing a trail, chasing our tails Away into rabbitholes Where hare mazes curtail Partaking in made up events With unstable clientele Creating some continuous fable To let our own charade prevail Where telltale tall tales Regaling celebrations Over some made up events Celebrating every day since Well since the day we can remember Yet we don't remember When we accepted the invitation In the first place to attend here Now each days celebration Has rendered itself irrelevant When everyday means the same As the one before it did Madness and incivility To such a severity That madness and incivility Has become our only stability We went in willingly didn't we How do we get free? When our conditioning heeds Further habitual needs Certainly theres a way out Of this dream we made up And how do we make our way out Simply by waking up.
Learning to Fail
Learn to fail or fail to learn Like a brail surface Fail to see The details discerning Your predeterminations Your conditions, nurtured ways I may observe failure With different considerations How do we learn from mistakes When we're making their terms For ourselves How to tell what hurts or helps We curtail reason With frequent leaps Into the deep end Derailed careening With make believe realities Idealities Running around chasing Your own tail locality With morality of never being enough Because you never measure up with Someone else's Custom judgments In actuality no one can Cut apart Subparts of right and wrong Just live with love and heart.
Seek Calm
All or nothing perfection In an attempt to snuff the competition Consistently projected on us Repetitive and persistent Media, politics, and religion Superstitions and distortion By insecurities That persist from metamorphosis When all the mis and disinformation Delve and dwell Turns into helplessness Fearfulness, and jealousy spells No-one admits incoherence Exists within themselves The inability to distinguish A reality realm Anything and everything That's peddled from all directions Becomes heavy with distress Constant distraction oppression Adolescence is radically obsessed Elders no better Whenever theres magic advert To avert our attention Left with emptiness and bitterness Anxiety jitters mixed With sprinkling of despair Lingering like stale air Energy weary from strain Our made ball and chain When life doesn't reflect Fairy tale balls and parades And that's ok Because honestly who wants disney plots If we stopped constant consumption We might be offered some calm.
Conflicting Conflict
We all know close-minded folks With blinds pulled over their eyes Disguised, sheeps clothes Lion with no pride So prideful nonetheless Spiteful, deceitful Regrettably, it just might be Present climate season We imply perceived niceties To keep our needs within reach Means to an end To pretend and receive ends Get ahead, who can condemn In a culture of bad news Catch-22's Relaxed and cool is a fools attribute Rather act like brutes Talking trash In fastfood drive-throughs To every last bastard that moves Attitudes are flat opposed To the status quo Even though that unique view Is matched by most Wearing these castes of alloy To mask and cope as outcasts Coat of arms attached To defend against attacks Though offense is relative Insults theoretical Reactions from backtalk Adjunct for each individual Ambiguous Fighting against what doesn't exist And when it does exist, we miss it Because we're too busy in conflict.
Certainty Ambiguity
We chase certainty Perceive the unknown as alien Instead of handing over control We proceed to mail it in Leave it in the junk bin To prevent latent grief And other brief tensions Encumbrances we meet Should puncture some vents In our bubble, let the air in it Better yet Venturing outside our airless aquarium Our built nest, platos cave Once we're unchained Our behavior then becomes strange To the layman that remain So instead we don't escape And don't let anyone else enter in To shelter our sheltered view True maldevelopment Collective madness Attributes of absolutes Prevent contamination With a polluted vacuum Which is counterintuitive Counteractive to congruity We all pursue to be set free With ambiguity Thinking we can control All variables is hysterical We may not know whats good for us Go with the breeze as it blows.
Self-Righteous Blindfold
I'm sick of advice Especially when the giver is mine own Like I have the right Self righteously blindfold Myself with selfish pride Against what I find identifies As a minor slight An offense exemplified Misanalysed regrettably I recognize, apologize Try to resolve my hollow spite An amoral bind I'm misunderstood Or maybe I misunderstand When I put my foot in my mouth Instead of lend one a hand Decide others woulds and shoulds Without being put Afoot in their reality All my putdowns are true fallacies The nerve or grounds, to serve around My personal concerns Is so impersonal Shows no backbone or vertebra That happens when this cloud Of outcast self-doubt Powerlessness Is the foundation throughout Structure becomes a house of cards Shaking, swaying just waiting That it is in fact safe With shameless validating My unstable ways I didn't build them solitarily But socially, culturally Environmentally ill-conceived But mindfully through readjustment With beams and sheetrock Maybe I'll remain upright With others to lean on.
Wear Your Wounds
Living frantically Trying to manage my manic need To keep up fantasies American dream vanity I keep what can't be seen My damaged seams If I don't show that skin It may vanish like tannery But blending in instead leads To panicking To every candid happenstance Against my planned conceit In reality Living concealed is insanity Being human comes with wounds Accrued from the usual calamity No ones immune don't refute it It's mutually earned Yourself and others Hard truths are duly discovered Bruised and battered You move forward To get through the dust storm to cover Until other tribulations emerge Learn to fail or fail to learn Wear scars like brail to interpret Your hurts Each one reads that courage occurred.