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The Obstacle is the Way

Self-written, self-produced, self-mixed, and self-sacrificed with self-sweat and self-tears.
The continued journey of self-actualization found through artistic expression. Music undeniably makes life better; for some of us, it makes living possible. The path is clear: Acknowledge who you are, and practice the art of expressing yourself. It may not be easy, but it is both your life’s work and your greatest gift. Acknowledge your art!

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The Card Game

I've forgotten what started this game to be honest
But regardless I'm always all in, deal the cards then
Flip em over, oh well nothing but jokers
But hold up are jokers wild or no luck?

No ace up my sleeve neither
No beaters no keepers
No freecard sweeteners
Fair player, but whose the dealer?

Do I even know how to play
Were there rules? Did I read them?
Is anybody else even in
This game I'm perceiving?

Did I conceive this up in my head
How much money have I bet?
For luck and upsets
Busts and much debt

With no said competitors
Who have no wages
How is there a game
When your the only one playing

You're the croupier, you can stop the game
There is no win or loss
Nothing to prove
Put down the cards and walk away.

EverGreen Ever Grateful

When you really need someone to listen
Speak with the coniferous
I don't mean that symbolically
I mean honestly talk with conviction

Other people aren't always
Fitted for the worthy position
And the ones who just might get it
Will still insist on their opinions

The arbor has wisdom
That we didn't know existed
Until we sit with it
Against it's nourishing steadiness

With assistance in it's persistence
Omit within stillness
The occasional creak
Lilting in the wind it acknowledges us

It's giving with willingness
To shelter and shade
Fresh air biofiltration
The framework for warmth and written communication

Nature graciously sent us these sentients
As sentinels
Stoically overlooking as kinfolk
With such strength sturdy, yet so gentle

Evergreen ever grateful.

Course Correction

Am I supposed to takeover
It seems whenever I begin
Whatever is already in motion
Begins to tremble with the wind

When I'm in the cockpit
Trying to steer fearful and stiff
Shifting gears, course correcting
Through thick fog and turbulence

Preparing to land on the skids
Heading for canopy covered ridges
Can't ditch now amid tailwinds
All I can do is commit

And prepare for impact
How do I end up in this position?
I was securely intact
Now I'm spinning like whirligigs

Gripping the instructors booklet
Which is just as gibberish
If it was written in hieroglyphics
Why so ambiguous

Inhaling with shallow breath
Gasping ready for wreckage
A test dummy strapped in
An expendable lemming

But do I ever actually crash
Is there actually anything wrong
Just because It's out of my control
Doesn't mean all is lost

If I just relax, trust the flow
Notice whats fine all along
Finally conscious
There was no need to course correct at all.

Reciprocity

Reciprocity, give and receive often
That's our philosophy
Or at least it ought to be
The common theme ideology

We're not without the offering
The generosity of all we see
Someone worked long and hard
To provide the things you often need

They wrought to the bone
Worn heart and soul
At what cost, what was lost
Hopefully we'll know the toll

Ethology, anthropology
Various studies composited
Probably don't fully perceive
The level of effort exhausted

Hardships and woes
Roles earned and lost and molded
We've all participated
Not as individuals but as a whole

Billions of years totaled
Billions of years to go
Wholly easy to be lost in the fold
But you're woven into whats sewn

Loving Seeds Sustain

I let them get to it I did
I thought I was unsusceptible yet
They got me nonchalantly
I folded like origami

What taught me I might be immune
Because I got infected so soon
Full blown sepsis seeped in
Who knew the depths that it intrudes

Disingenuous cultivators
Planting the seed that grew
Into a weed an invasive species
That sullies what else could bloom

But it's not true this knot weed
Is caught in a rock and a hard place
Often only the most hardened
Gnarled vines can sustain

But in the soil there lays
In place a seed with grace
That does not go away
In the root of you ingrained

Some day it my bloom through
The concrete, the pavement
The urban landscape we've made
Loving seeds of nature finds a way.

Let Expression

Whatever is in there
It wishes to come out
Don't bitterly greet it
With resistance and doubt

Allow yourself to surrender
Which seems counter to culture
Our culture at least
Where tension is normal

But it can't be ignored
This voice left unspoken
Don't hold it in your throat
Your chest, and abdomen

Hollow it'll become
Corrosion, erosion
A hole in the pit of your stomach
Is from this unmet emotion

Your hopes and purpose
Motives and scope
Your whole expression exposed
Impressionist portrait

Evoke what your withholding
Drop the rope, pick up the brush
Pick up the pen, pick up the microphone
And open up.

Rabbitholes

We're all blazing around
Blazing a trail, chasing our tails
Away into rabbitholes
Where hare mazes curtail

Partaking in made up events
With unstable clientele
Creating some continuous fable
To let our own charade prevail

Where telltale tall tales
Regaling celebrations
Over some made up events
Celebrating every day since

Well since the day we can remember
Yet we don't remember
When we accepted the invitation
In the first place to attend here

Now each days celebration
Has rendered itself irrelevant
When everyday means the same
As the one before it did

Madness and incivility
To such a severity
That madness and incivility
Has become our only stability

We went in willingly didn't we
How do we get free?
When our conditioning heeds
Further habitual needs

Certainly theres a way out
Of this dream we made up
And how do we make our way out
Simply by waking up.


Seek Calm

All or nothing perfection
In an attempt to snuff the competition
Consistently projected on us
Repetitive and persistent

Media, politics, and religion
Superstitions and distortion
By insecurities
That persist from metamorphosis

When all the mis and disinformation
Delve and dwell
Turns into helplessness
Fearfulness, and jealousy spells

No-one admits incoherence 
Exists within themselves
The inability to distinguish
A reality realm

Anything and everything
That's peddled from all directions
Becomes heavy with distress
Constant distraction oppression

Adolescence is radically obsessed
Elders no better
Whenever theres magic advert
To avert our attention

Left with emptiness and bitterness
Anxiety jitters mixed
With sprinkling of despair
Lingering like stale air

Energy weary from strain
Our made ball and chain
When life doesn't reflect
Fairy tale balls and parades

And that's ok
Because honestly who wants disney plots
If we stopped constant consumption 
We might be offered some calm.